Seeing you For the first time Unfiltered, Unaltered, Raw, Unaware of your power To inspire Love, that moves mountains, Change, that alters the course of rivers, deeply scored into rigid earth, Reignite a heart, Staggered by daggers and swords To beat a new message forth… Seeing you for the first time Is a moment of recognition, The fervant phasing thru body of Lifetimes Into a solitary infusion point of Rebirth I have loved you before, Now, Forever. Without a word spoken… I am seeing the necessity of This calamitous condition of unearthing Self worth, Raising eyes, And expectation That I might gaze beyond The minute world, Look up And discover you My universe…
I have been trying to hold Water In my left hand, Bear this life giving essence Through Our desert. -Reach you With theraindropsI have found pooled Beneath a rock. Somewhere, nothing so precious should be left worth saving, -in barren land But, from the moment I saw you there praying, in the sand Crying out for the storm to bless you, I was moved to Purpose Pressed to gather my weariness About me, Craft, a divining rod with the breastbone of my chest… I was withering here with Wait My ownthirst Buried low, Beneath a dune, of long ago dried promises-harsher than the endless sand, My singular gift left useless That is Until God said, Look,
Already there,
Already aware,
That some love changes things
-calculated ripples ring
Through space and time
Already know
the day
When you and I
have become…
Soft, this place with you
Safe, this space
where words confessed bear fruit,
Heal wounds,
Present days break through
-Past
Trust issues
-Life adjusts for truth
This is the good place.
And, I
find us,
In the only way I could-
With you, Always…
So, it’s the Memorial Day weekend and while I am taking some time out, I want to also take a moment to THANK our active duty, former military service members, and the families of our fallen heroes. It takes tremendous strength and courage to do what you are called to do, in general-not everyone does or can heed the call. But, to take up the challenge of military service carries some other level willingness toward sacrifice-that makes you special. So, I for one, appreciate you!! Thank you, for your courage and your service!
That said, as I was prepping this post and thinking I would just go with the standard poem, I literally came across a song that seemed particularly apropos…take it as it resonates.
Me, I’m just validating the love is real…
Music link after the poem (do check out the lyrics on this one)…
LEAPING for Love
Being Thisclosetoyou
Is
Standing
On the edge
Of the world
Before God
created round,
Surrounded on one side
by all that is earthly, miraculous,
New
And Yes,
God, Yes!
Beautiful…
To my left,
I might step
Into
Firmament,
Weight-less-ness,
Lost gravity
in
Empty space.
Would this place take my
breath away, too?
as I drift
In starlight
and deafening silence?
The unknown makes me afraid.
-Newborn
I am unfamiliar with
Life
Or
Death
Yet…
as this morning
-Breaks
I am light on all sides
Free to possibility…
Feet in place,
Eyes closed
I wait-
just on the edge-
Ready for the new wind
To lead me…
~D.E.
Emeli Sandé-Extraordinary People *copyright* (YouTube)
Wandering girl, You begged me to tell your story, Because you said you could just tell by the look in my eye, that I loved you.. Could do justice to-all of your regrets… So, everything exceptional about you I wrote down in black and blue sentences inside my weathered journal.
You said you liked the way I lay you down, Then turned around and tried to lift you up, off paper… Some kind of, snake charming, flute Player, you said. Hypnotising, Something exotic With your craft I liked that… And then, sometimes When you wanted to You danced for me, too Like you did with all those other conquests That didn’t last…
You would never do that to me, would you, Beautiful? You asked.
My eyes were always on you, while you Gave away those old stories with your Body Sway We stayed locked in the trance, though Making childsplay Of something deadly… You and me Always caught Split seconds between song And silence… Maybe, a Cobra’s strike I should have known better…
These days The music and my pen lie motionless, There isn’t much room at the bottom of the page, anyway. So, I’m left with an incomplete story… Besides that, I never did ask you your name And, you never gave it-Beautiful.
The month we celebrate 28 days of LOVE in and every fourth year, add one special day, to Leap for it…
But, of those days, none is more worthy than February 14th.
She reigns supreme…
Many a grand gesture…
In truth, I had a post all prepped and ready to go in honor of LOVE but, when I woke up, a thought took hold…keep it simple (well, simple for me). Makes sense, I think…
Why not just say it…
Say something…
I would know you…
Out of the blue
I’m lost
Falling head over heels
Stumbling toward
-Adrift in
What I am feeling-
Who is this,
Who whisks me out of the
World and into
The fog?
What otherworldly power has it
She?
To tether me,
in the mist
-at will
Did I choose the course?
Or is,
Such a love
As this
Boundless-
Indefensible,
Intense,
The likes of which
Only soulmates
Would wish
Willingly…
To give up-
Undo,
Undermine,
Risk…
Just
to find
Again, in a place like this?
I can prove to you,
Such a love exists….
~D.E
*Whether you have a love in your life or don’t, whether it is a good love or not so much, it is almost always tethered to how well you are willing to love yourself first…choose wisely.*